My inlaws are here. Day 2. I haven’t been at my best, or really been the best hostess. I’m antisocial, moody, and tired. I’m stressed out. Why can’t I relax?
Having C home for the week is nice. I wish it were time with him with just the immediate family. But I’m glad he’s getting to see his parents. I just don’t enjoy entertaining. Today we went to the other end of the island to pick up a crate for Molly for when we move next year. So that was time just the two of us. Then we napped. It was good to sleep but now I’m even more aware of how tired I am.
I just felt really dizzy and I don’t know why.
I’m not sure what we’re doing tonight. This morning we went out to take Mom and Dad to the south end of the island to see some pretty views. Last night we went to a sundries store and got some supplies. Unfortunately, though, they didn’t have the thing I needed most, which was paint, or rather, they had paint. But they didn’t have the three primary colors or white or black. But I got some brushes and other things. I brought my charmera with me and photographed things. It was fun.
The rain has been heavy and almost constant. The sky is a dramatic shade of black. When it rains its hardest I can’t even see the bay.
I’ve been buying great books to be honest, and downloading samples of books that might also be wonderful. One book I got was on bees.









I feel better when I read.